NEW PLAN. (:

So,

Dr's got postponed to next week. And after thinking, I have come to decide that.... 

FUCK the Drs, FUCK the hospital, FUCK everyone who tries to stop me, 

I am not going to continue stuffing myself with food like a glutton. 

I will go back to my diet, I will shed all the weight I gained for the stupid doctors, I will be beautifully thin, I will go back to Ana. She's been waiting long enough. I'm sorry I betrayed you for so long.

SO the plan is. 

I shed weight and go back on my diet, and then , two days before my appointment, I take a bunch of vitamin pills and chug Ensure. This stuff I bought that apparently makes you gain weight like crazy. If it works, then great. If it doesn't , well, that would suck, but what else can I do ?

All I know is I'm happy to be back, girls.

I should've fasted today, but had an exam and needed to be able to focus. So I restricted today to 500 cals.

Tomorrow liquid fast, and if I really can't control it, I'll have max 200 cals.

Saturday I'm getting pierced, I think. 

I haven't decided where yet. I've already gotten 13 piercings. ( 4 in my right ear & 4 in my left (including stretched earlobes) , my smiley piercing, my tongue web, my septum (which i usually keep hidden), my belly button, and a skin diver near my hip.) 

So, girls, where do you think I should pierce next? :] (Preferably somewhere hidden, I don't like too many visible piercings, I'd look like a walking pin cushion. )

--Much love, Rezzie

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