''Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now...''

Heat wave this morning, classes cancelled, I walk home with a guy friend, (who isn't single) but who keeps flirting incessantly, and it only gets more and more irritating,I get to my front porch, relieved, and then I realize I don't have my keys. It starts raining and I have to wait in the rain for my mother to come back home. She eventually does, and as soon as we get in we argue.argue.argue. I step in the kitchen, and the smell of the cooked food makes my head spin, so I decide "just a little bit wouldn't hurt." And of course I binge, and feel disgusting.
Can you say B A D  D A Y ? Bleh.


However, I weighed in at 96 lbs today. And It makes me sososososooooooo happy.
Beyond words.


To encourage/reward myself, I bought a new belly button ring, a dangly sparkly dragonfly, as a symbol and a reminder, to stay strong in my strive to achieve my ultimate goal weight. I love dragonflies. So beautifully thin, so fast, so strong, so meticulous. I suppose it might be a website I'd stumbled upon not too long ago. Which really gave me a good push , and support (that I strongly needed) to dive head-first into dieting. ( Blue-dragonfly.org )


"Dragonflies put the clumsy bumblebee to shame. "   -Blue-dragonfly.org
So, ladies, do you want to be a clumsy bumblebee? Or a beautiful, fascinating dragonfly? 


Stay strong all you beautiful ladies, you're getting there. It's only a matter of perseverance.
Much love, Rezzie xx