is this really what i want ?



I'm so confused... I'm so lost...
I'm hearing too many things in my head, too many voices...
I'm getting torn apart and I don't know what the hell is happening.

Anyway, to make up for the delay in posting this, a little poem I wrote.

 what’s terrible is that she’s been at it for years

but only came to realize it around last september

now she’s drowning in her tears

for reasons she can’t even remember

she’s given into all her fears

& she skips right back to the bartender

trying to numb the hunger spears

&she’d told everyone she was better

though it’s only gotten severe

&now she can’t help but wonder

how she’s gotten here

when all she wanted was an answer

…please get me out of here.