'All we know is falling'

So my friends made me eat yesterday.
And being an idiot, I gave in.
It's what I deserve for not being as reticent as I should be with my best friend about my ED.
I had a chicken sausage (70 cal)
a sandwich, made with two slices of whole weat toast (100 cal?)
With lettuce, tomatoes, cucumber (negative cal)
And a thin slice of cheese (70 cal?)
And then two potato wedges. (70 cal?)

Stepped on the scale this morning, imagning the horrible number, the repercussions of my little binge yesterday.
But,
no.
I didn't gain.
IM AT 92 POINT SOMETHING
Can you say miracle?

I feel weak, but strong, miserable but happy, lost , but so in-control.
All I know is my ascetic ways seem to be paying off.
Today, I had breakfast :/
an egg. =around 80 cals
and a cup of milk. (90 cals?)

Skipped lunch, possibly skipping supper? Idk.
I need to go jeans shopping. All of my jeans are getting quite loose.
Anyways, I might post later on today. This was just a quick update. :)

Much love.
Rezzie xx